I don't even know what is wrong with me.. I should be fine, HAPPY! but i'm not. im the complete opposite. I feel used, by him and him. :/
I never talk to either of them anymore.. ever since I introduced them to each other.
I love the way tears fall from my face as I write. D:
I'm being selfish?
I'm always going back to the same thing, like something will actually happen,
NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO HAPPEN !
I never see him, and when I do, he doens't even talk to me.
I'm just breaking myself down.
I HAVE to get him out of my head. I want to be brainwashed and have no memory of him in that way.
I honestly hate it when im like this, it doesn't work for me. Everyone that tries to help me just gets pushed away.
AND the worst part is, is that im starting to think I should have never done that in the first place. I'd most likely be happy..
I wish there was someone I could spill my feelings too, but sadly. I can't.
well yeah, i'm not even in the mood for writing anymore...
IM DONE!
Gosh, I hate these depressing stories. :d
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